Wednesday, April 20, 2011

rainy days and chocolates

So yesterday I went on a hunt for chocolate and hit up the good old Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory. Loaded up on some dark chocolate goodness which should last me a few weeks, if not months.

It helped since I've been craving dark chocolate lately. One or two bites is generally good enough to satisfy the sugar craving.

I'm watching my weight these days. Sad as it is, I'm starting to believe that I've come to that age where enough is enough. If I continue down this road, my waistline is going to balloon like mad and there won't be anything I could really do to mitigate it.

I don't ever plan to settle down, raise babies, and have that happily ever after fairytale ending. I've done a lot of soul-searching in the past two years and slowly, that dream has died. It's a wistful thought in the back of my mind but in all honesty, I don't really see that picture perfect life for myself. You know, it's okay if life doesn't turn out the way society thinks it's supposed to.

Don't get me wrong, I do have those moments where I think it would be nice to have someone to come home to. But that's not how I'm going to live my life. I'm not going to look for a future husband.

After all, I really don't think he exists out there.

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