the waiting game...

sometimes i feel like i've spent my whole life waiting. when i was a kid, i waited to grow up. i waited for the first day of school, waited for winter break, waited to go back to school, waited for summer vacation. i waited for my first kiss, waited for my bff's to talk to me again after a bad fight. i waited to graduate and waited for my driver's license. always waiting. there was always something out of reach, something that i had to wait for. i waited for the pain to fade after my first heartbreak, waited for the boy to break my heart again after he made me believe that he wouldn't. i waited for the right moment to end things, waited for the awkwardness to pass, waited to be friends again. i've waited to fall in love again. . .

. . . and now i'm waiting to see where this all goes.